Sadness

Today was the first time I let myself feel about my move from Cali. I'll be going back to Texas earlier than I thought. I'm excited to be near my family, so very sad to be leaving this place. I realized it is one of the only places I have ever left that I was not ready to leave. Everywhere else had a good reason to move on - but not here. Lots to be thankful for, but today I just journaled about what I will miss. I haven't blogged for several reasons. 1 - I'm not sure people actually read. 2. I haven't had the words.